Dear Secret Love, First I would like to say that you don’t know who you are, because I try my best to hide it from you. You don’t talk to me much and you don’t like me at all but there is some things I need to tell you. The first time that I ever saw you I knew that you would mean so much to me. Even then, when we had no classes together and said 5 words to each other the whole year I somehow knew that you would be the love of my life. When I first met you, you had a girlfriend and you never knew this but she told me to keep an eye on you. You didn’t even know my name until this year and even though I tried so hard to get you to notice me, you never did. I would make sure I looked extra pretty and dressed extra nice for you, but you never even noticed I was there. This year we have some classes together and we have started to talk more but you still would never look at me the way I want you to. You would never even think of looking at me and saying, “She is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.” You don’t know how I feel, and you probably never will. You are an asshole, honestly but then you can go back to being the sweetest guy I have ever met. Maybe this is weird and maybe I’m just imagining things but I feel like you were made for me. I feel like you got sent to me because God wanted us to meet and he wanted us to be together. Then again you would never even think of me like that because we aren’t in the same clique. You would never even give me a chance to show you how good we would be for each other and it hurts me so bad. Much worse than I think anything could. I wish with everything inside of me that you would look to me one day and say I love you and I have seen the first time I saw you, but you won’t because I’m not good enough for you. I dream that one day you’ll come to your senses and notice me. I try my best not to get sad about you and your girlfriend but when I have to see it everyday of my life it’s kind of hard not to break down. You never knew this but one time when you were showing off to your friends with your girlfriend and kissing her all over in the halls, I sat in class and cried. Maybe I am crazy but I know that I love you. I love you so fucking much, and you don’t even know or care. I want you happy, that’s all I have ever wanted and all I will ever want until the day I die, but please remember that I am always going to be here and I am always going to love you. Goodbye my love, until next time. xoxo, Sarah